41 things

Here are a few of my favorite things:

1. running through rain
2. eating soup with a fork
3. singing in the library
4. dancing in public
5. talking to strangers
6. no pants
7. lacey panties
8. high fives
9. low fives
10. lo mein
11. main street
12. street cars
13. carnations
14. grilled cheese
15. cat sneezes
16. color yellow
17. clean sheets
18. loud music
19. soft music
20. fuzzy carpets
21. a slight sunburn after a day at the beach
22. pickles
23. strawberry icecream
24. unintentional humor
25. funny people
26. hugs
27. kisses
28. famous amos cookies
29. red lipstick
30. sleeping
31. hitting the snooze button
32. reading when I should be sleeping
33. humming to myself
34. using brand new paint brushes
35. carnival food
36. m&ms on pizza
37. elaborate plans
38. socks
39. getting mail
40. laughing
41. and smiles
    

letting go

when we were young, we sat in our little boxes, and we were happy, and we were content. We had nothing to worry about, and yet there was something pulling at the back of our minds. It loomed over our childish, silly thoughts like an ominous black cloud. At some point, probably at the age of two, we knew we would have to grow up, that this bliss we were living in would not last forever. And this knowing was the heart and soul of our nightmares, the face of the monster under the bed, and the feeling of being separated from our parents at the grocery store. It was our biggest fear. Now we are older.And the fear still creeps in our minds. But it would appear that growing up is our biggest pretend, because we will always be children. I'm still trying to cling to my childhood innocence, but it's so hard. I'm losing my grip.

10 Things

Here's some stuff on my mind right now:

1) Swedish fish, never actually not on my mind
2)how incredibly overwhelming my life is right now
3) I will probably never get married
4)there's a cloud in the sky that looks suspiciously like a penis
5)I need a good book to read
6) I need a hobby
7)I miss my friends
8)oh shit, summer's almost here and I have yet to acquire that bikini body
9)I am so bored
10)Ian Somerhalder, he is one foxy man

It's a fruit!

I've always thought these were really cute and whoever made them must really love fruit!

Movers and the Shakers

So on the topic of moving. My dearest friend *ahem* Alex Calamari (Cookie, I think you're tame) is embarking on the journey of moving within the next few months. I have done this. Twice. And let me tell you, it is very interesting. While we were in the process of moving, I was very excited. I wanted to get out of the sweaty armpit that the rest of the world knows as Tampa Florida. It was about 2 months after we left that I actually realized that I would never be sleeping in my old room. I would never walk into that kitchen, or hear the familiar creak of our crappy wood floors. I used to gag at the very sight of a palm tree, now, I smile at just the photograph of one. It is hard sometimes, sometimes I feel like this will never be home. But that's only once in a while. For the most part, I feel as if I have been living here my whole life.Despite the drastic change of being in big city Tampa to small town Plaistow, NH, I am comfortable. The weather is so beautiful right now, and I know that this is why it's worth it.

bibbity bloggity boo

Post number two!


I am curious if this just happens to me or it is more common than I think:
I often like a guy for whatever period of time, but as soon as they start showing an interest, I stop liking them. I also feel like I'm leading them on or something, but I can't help it. Unfortunately, none of the guys that I am interested in at the moment are available (there is a story behind that one...)
but we'll get to that another time.
At the moment, I am as single as Kate Gosselin. How sad is that?
very sad.
and so, if you are as single as I am and are curious as to why(like me) , just remember that it won't last forever.

Hopefully.

It's About Time

So here it is. The Blog. My blog. And let me just say that I should've done this a looongg time ago. Not that I have any burning things to talk about, although I'm sure something will come to me eventually, but I do think that this will be interesting to say the least.
Right this second I want to just start out by saying that before High School, I had never wanted to kill anyone before. Thank you Sophomore Year, for making my life more difficult than need be. Because I really wanted this to take a class on how to draw a circle on Microsoft word.

Not at all really.